charels is my best friend.
and i love Emma.
and i want to tell my family that i'm sorry for who i am.
i'm sorry for being bi. i'm sorry for my problems.
i'm sorry mom for not being who you want.
i'm sorry for not reaching your exspetasions.
i'm sorry i'm not the kid you hoped for.
but mom this is just me. let me be me, please mom.
it hurts liveing under what you want.
but what about what i want?
it makes me sad and it makes me cry.
just let me be me.
i have hopes and dreams of the foucher just like you.
i want to go to collage, and make a life for me.
but what i want rihgt now is to be love.
and to hear those words.
those three little words," i am proud".
thats what i want to hear.
but please mama let me live my life the way i want, before it's to late.
before my dreams leave me alone.
before i lose the girl of me dreams.
please mommy i want to live the way i've always hoped.