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charels is my best friend.
and i love Emma.
and i want to tell my family that i'm sorry for who i am.
i'm sorry for being bi. i'm sorry for my problems.
i'm sorry mom for not being who you want.
i'm sorry for not reaching your exspetasions.
i'm sorry i'm not the kid you hoped for.
but mom this is just me. let me be me, please mom.
it hurts liveing under what you want.
but what about what i want?
it makes me sad and it makes me cry.
just let me be me.
i have hopes and dreams of the foucher just like you.
i want to go to collage, and make a life for me.
but what i want rihgt now is to be love.
and to hear those words.
those three little words," i am proud".
thats what i want to hear.
but please mama let me live my life the way i want, before it's to late.
before my dreams leave me alone.
before i lose the girl of me dreams.
please mommy i want to live the way i've always hoped.


video:www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzEHHV…
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:iconceciliethehedgehog:
ceciliethehedgehog Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013
auc.....it sound really hard. I had got bullied for many years, but not anymore. so i kinda know how you have it
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:iconsasunaru0712:
SasuNaru0712 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012
I'm sorry that you have to go through that, I support you
Have you tried asking her why she feels that way?
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(no.)
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:iconsasunaru0712:
SasuNaru0712 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012
do you think that's something you can try?
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(yes)
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:iconask-sicilyvaleria:
Ask-SicilyValeria Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't apologize for who you are.
Even if your parent disaproves, if you think that is right well then THAT IS RIGHT you're NOT a kid anymore you can do whatever you want.
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(thank you)
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:iconwhitemagehealer:
WhiteMageHealer Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Even if your parnets disaprove, do what you belive is right... your not a kid anymore so,you have the right to make your own deshions too.
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(thank you)
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:iconwhitemagehealer:
WhiteMageHealer Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Student General Artist
np^^
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:icongrassbladegrassblood:
GrassBladeGrassBlood Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Its beautiful.... I'm bisexual as well, and a few people in my life (not parents or family) have a problem with that.
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(my mom's side hates me for it)
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:icon2pfemamerica:
2PFemAmerica Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
( I'm so sorry about what you're going through right now... it must be very hard... Just know that we're all here to give you support and love when you need it okay? :( May things get better for you soon. )
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(thanks)
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:iconaskcanada-kun:
AskCanada-Kun Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
((qAq))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(what)
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:iconaskcanada-kun:
AskCanada-Kun Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
((It's a sad face. I'm sorry ._.))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(it's fine)
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:iconask-usa:
Ask-USA Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
;A;
IT'S OKAY, BRO
I'M THE HERO
I'LL SAVE YOU.
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(thanks)
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:iconxcanadaxkunx:
xCanadaxKunx Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
:icondesucraiplz: i cant even tell my mom that im bi and in a relationship! im too scared of what she might think...
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(she yelled at me, dude)
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:iconxcanadaxkunx:
xCanadaxKunx Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
Oh....sorry to hear....now I'm really scared to tell her... :iconscaredplz:
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(don't worry. i just came out and told my mom)
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:iconmmd-ask-russia2:
MMD-Ask-Russia2 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmm Interesting Bye! ^J^
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:iconjonesfever:
JonesFever Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
[{ You really should apologize for who you are. It really just a part of life. So, don't be sad about who you are just embrace it. }]
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(my mom hates who i am. she don't even say that she loves me anymore)
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:iconjonesfever:
JonesFever Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
[{ She's a terrible person for that. }]
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(i know)
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:iconjonesfever:
JonesFever Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist

deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(you cryed? *hugs her*)
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:iconjonesfever:
JonesFever Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
[{ Mhm.. -huggles- }]
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:iconkansasblog:
KansasBlog Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconsadkansasplz: Oh New Jersey,you shouldn't have to apologize for who you are,it just isn't right!
((*is to busy crying to say anything*))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(sometimes i do)
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:iconkansasblog:
KansasBlog Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
((That really sucks TT^TT))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(yea)
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:iconkansasblog:
KansasBlog Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
((Ohmigod I feel terrible for you.))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(i'll be fine)
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:iconkansasblog:
KansasBlog Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
((Are you sure?))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(yea)
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:iconask2pnekonewjersey:
ask2pnekonewjersey Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
*starts crying*
(*is crying to*)
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
*hugs them both*
(*in the hug as well* didn't think it would make people cry)
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:iconcanadian-cutie:
Canadian-Cutie Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
((You don't have to appologise for being who you are, no matter who it is your talking to! We're all individuals and we all have a right to feel and think the way we want to, and no one should make you feel like you aren't aloud to love the person you love.

Other then that mini rant, verry touching poem~))
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:iconyukinextercross:
yukinextercross Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
(thanks. i cried writing this poem.)
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:iconcanadian-cutie:
Canadian-Cutie Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012
((Your welcome))
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